It's been a while since I've 'posted' and I truly apologize...it just seems like the time is flying by so fast. I hope you all had a very Merry Christmas and that this year will be a healthy and happy one for all of you!
I love these kind of days. Where the crisp air is chilly enough that you actually need a sweater to venture outside. These kind of days in south Texas are rare and so I decided to take full advantage of it and go for a short walk. Soon enough it will be hotter than blazes and we'll all be staying inside - hiding behind our air conditioners. It felt so good to be outside..twlight is my favorite time of day... when the sky turns into brilliant shades of pink, purple and gold. The birds sharing their own unique song before settling in for the night. And the stars begin to peek out from behind the clouds. The walk helped clear my mind. I had asked God to tell me what to blog about tonight. And so before I came back inside, I just stood in my front yard -eyes closed, soaking up the gentle rays of the warm sun before it drifted out of sight. Another sunset. And suddenly I knew. Today's Daily Word was about divine order. I quote:"I move through change with ease. Divine order is a continual process. I know that when the sun sets on one side of the world, it is rising on the other. When I consider my life in this way, I see my own sunsets from a new perspective. I accept and honor the transitions in my life. I allow what was once part of my experience to pass and to wait patiently for what is next. As I move through change, I am not alone. The love of God is my assurance and support. With God, I gain a deeper understanding of my life. I know that after every sunset, I will experience a grand sunrise."
This morning, I was on the way to my doctor and Casey, my daughter, called to tell me about a young woman who has been blogging about her battle with breast cancer for seven years now. On Wednesday,the 26th of December, Bridget posted what in her words would be her last. So, while I was sitting in the waiting room, I decided to pull up her blog. - My Big Girl Pants - to find out more about the life of this brave young woman. I have to tell you that her story is completely heart-wrenching. There is no other way to describe it. I don't think Bridget will mind that I'm mentioning her blog or her story because I feel as though I've already met this courageous and beautiful young woman through her own words. She was only 21 when diagnosed with breast cancer. She had her whole life in front of her. The strength, determination and courage she displayed throughout her journey is nothing short of remarkable. She is a hero in every sense of the word. Her hope was that she would be remembered. How could anyone possibly forget her if they've read even just one of her posts, much less her last?
We all know that when we begin this journey, that there are two possible outcomes. And we do everything in our power to help us achieve the right one. Sometimes though, inspite of all our best efforts, things just don't work out the way we'd hoped and prayed. Sometimes life doesn't seem fair. Period. And we'll never know why some things happen the way they do. No rhyme or reason. Why someone so young, beautiful and full of hope like Bridget won't be around to see her little niece grow up or have her own beautiful children one day. News like this makes us all want to pound our fist on the wall and cry out...why God...WHY? It doesn't make sense and it makes you question your own faith. It reminds me of one of my close friends who lost her battle to breast cancer at a young age. I couldn't wrap my head around why God didn't heal her. But then we have to pull ourselves back up and remember that God is still in control. There is so much in this life that we will never understand. We just have to give thanks that Bridget's life was a gift to us all. She was the embodiment of hope, and courage. Strength and determination. Her life was an example of the beauty and tenaciousness of the human spirit.
So, as I was standing outside, my face being warmed by the sun I thought of Bridget. I have no idea how she is doing since her last post. But I do know that whenever the sun does set on her beautiful life, she will experience a grand sunrise. And God will welcome another angel home. Please put Bridget and all of her family in your prayers.
And God shall wipe every tear from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow or crying, neither shall there be any more pain... Revelations 21:4